chanel-f4gshion:

I’m pretty sure I could do anything and everything humanly possible to find love , but i’d still never find it 

68530) You tell me I don’t need to lose any more weight. You tell me I’m perfect. You tell me I’m pretty. Well, I’m not. You don’t see me when I wash off my make-up at night. You don’t see me without my clothes that hide my fat. You don’t see my breakdowns because I know I will never be enough. I will never be as perfect as you think I am. So I starve another day. Purge a little more.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)